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Let go and not look back?

But he was my best friend. We fought. We screamed at each other. We wanted to hit each other. We had misunderstandings. We had times where we didn't talk to each other for days altogether. But we were best friends.  "He is pathetic! I hate him. He is a nobody to me now. I don't know what he is up to these days. He has become friends with those bitches. I thought he found them stupid, shallow and annoying. Now, he is best friends with THEM? How can he do this to me? He was MY best friend. He lies to me. He doesn't tell me anything anymore. I don't even know him anymore. *sobs* But I miss my best friend. I want him back. NOW!" He did come back to me. After all, we were best friends. We had been best friends since forever. He came back. We didn't fight about where we had been and why hadn't been talking to me. I was just happy that he was back.  "Hey, sorry!", he finally said after over an hour of talking about silly random stuff. &

Just some brain-whacking

Well, hello again! This post is most probably gonna be very scattered for there is no real aim or topic today for I have been studying biology for the last 2 hours.(Oh yes, 2 hours straight). So, I was just thinking about things. And you know, sometimes when you are truly and utterly bored out of your mind, you keep thinking. And thinking. And thinking. About no particular thing for one thought brings up something else and that brings up something else. Well, I was thinking and you remember all those embarrassing things you did and wish you hadn't done them. You trace times back to from which point things got complicated. And you trace them so further back, you don't exactly remember what happened or how or why it happened. You think about the people who have gone away from you and you think of what made things go so wrong. And then you regret not having rectified them. You think about mistakes you had done long ago, things you should have said but you didn't