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"I had hoped it would all be ok..eventually. But it’s not. And it’s not gonna be. Ever. So I have to go. And it’s why you should too.”
“But giving up isn’t-“
“It is.  We tried. It didn’t work so it probably never will.”
“But-“
“In case you haven’t noticed yet, trust doesn’t come easily to me. I don’t do second chances and fresh starts. I do goodbyes and after all this time, I’ve become rather good at them.”
“Don’t do this. You don’t wanna do this.”
“I don’t, I have to. Goodbye, D”

And with that I quickly turned on my heel and walked away feeling nothing. Absolutely nothing. As I said, I’ve become rather good at goodbyes.




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